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Thursday, 11 October 2007

Wednesday, 10 October 2007

  • first and foremost;

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    dont make me preach you;

    thats right you pansy!
    snarl*

    first and fore most, before i start my rant about the wonders of the ass world,
    Happy Belated Birthday,
    Azree Majid poopoo pants >3
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    and of course, a very very happy birthday to my dear buttbutt Sharmein;

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    and Choon Kit;
    I dont have photo of him, so, YARH;

    Alrights, we have ONE last paper to go, which happens to be the unbelieveably lovable Economics. Hotdiggitydang.
    Arent we all excited kids???
    *pause*
    Well, I am!
    Cause im ready for a 9g!
    Are you ready for a 9G??
    *pause*
    THATS RIGHT! (:

    Damn, i cant believe, tomorrow would probably be the last day we'll see the Form4's.
    Noooooooooooooooooo!!
    Ohmygod, he talked to me today by the ways.
    So so so so so so so cute.

    RAWR!
    *drools*
    libido rageeeeeee.

    *snatches*
    I wanttttttt
    rawr.

     

    haha.
    stupidity killed nicole, and more than once, may i add.

    i miss talking to kelvin loo ___:)___. :/
    where ever he is, that is.
    Have no clue where he went, no clue where he is, no clue where he "houdini-ed" to.
    COME OUT YOU! :)

    whatever.

     

    alright,
    i should actually so be studying my economics, but i left my book under Selvam's table, and I cant study, and I have approximately 1 month and 2 days to study left, making it 32 days, like yeah, so i should get started, but FIRSTLY,

    i might be AFK-ing for a long time guys, and i will miss you ALL, so dearly.
    My fellow readers.

    [like there are any]

    anywho,
    congratulations to the Form3's,
    who have graduated from Junior-hood, to Senior-hood, Congratulations.
    You're one of us now. Haha!
    And to the Form5's,

    Good luck to you all,
    and myself including.
    We'll be facing it together, in a hall, and yeah, I hope...
    "we're all in this together"

    fag.

     

    haha.

    whatevs.
    anywho,
    i'll be a college kid in.... march-

    fuck no.

     

    nooooooooooooooooooooo.

    Ah yes, before i leave,

    go to youtube, and search for "Homey The Clown" by the Living Colours group.
    similiar to MadTv, except way back in the centuryyy.

    OR, "Mad Tv, Stuart".
    Now thats funny.

     

    :)
    toodles to all!

     

    [nicolewill besittingfor SPM]

Saturday, 06 October 2007

  • i taught your boyfriend the thing that you like;




    Sleep is essential.

    hi.

    today is a great day. :)
    we're happy, like jubjub birds in the sky.
    the rainbows that disperse into the sky, as particles break through water wapour, bright light, dispersing into the sky, forming, and making these 7 colours, aligned and admired. Rainbows.. right... they're beautiful ugly things in the sky where ugly little leprachauns goes to the end of it just to find their pot of gold that little faeries left behind. Pointless... just simply, pointless.
    Let me break it down for you,
    There are no rainbows, there are no fairies, and there are no leprachauns.
    There are no unicorns, there are no elves, there are no giants, and there are no dwarves. Leave the fairy tales to the fairies, and the reality to goverment.
    We may have power, but we dont have the control.
    Reality baby, reality.

    Life is nothing but a mere stage, and yes, i've said this before, and I shall repeat myself again. You dont have to read if you dont want to, but hell, its my blog, and its freedom of speech. You dont have to if you dont want to.
    anywho..



    " If I have done well, appreciate by clapping, and as I walk of the stage, with me a round of applause while standing, because as William Shakespear have said, I am nothing but a actor, and when an actor leaves the stage, he is forgotten. Let me have that moment before I leave, and never come back. The world is a stage, and we are actors, the life is a play and the director is God. We make mistakes and we walk away, but just stand up, and continue the play. "

    "Life is different to different people, it is given a role by God, the director. The script writer is yourself and only you, can write your own life. Every strut, every dance, every song, every expression, follows up by the way you write your story line. Your lines, your body language and the words your speak. Life is like a stage, all set up for you, the camera's are rolling, all eyes on you, the other actors/actresses are acting, and it waits for no man. Write your script, speak your lines, if you were to do a mistake, the audience would laugh. Laugh, they should and so they would. Make the stage, yours. In the play, God will cry aloud, "dance my actors, sing now my actors". The director tells us to dance, to strut, yet he tells you not how to do it, but yet you must make no mistake, because you might be replaced with another who is better. You are not taught how to do the moves but you must perfect it. It is your stage. Yet, this word pops to my mind, suicide. How can i associate with the life of acting? You associate it when you decide to quit in the show, when you decide it, and when you think this isnt your thing. In the play, you can just get cut off, just like that. Of course there would be talks between actors and alot of commotion, just like a funeral, and yet, the show must go on. It must. YOU will be forgotten and you know why? Its because you are indeed just an actor that can be replace with another. Your just a mere little person in this whole play, why beg you to make a scene again? Of course, there would be ways trying to make you not suicide, not to quit, but again, its your call, its your role, its your life. All the audience, what we're waiting for, is for you to write the ending for your script. Every ending depends on how you act your life, so, act it well, and if you act it perfectly, you might just be the star of everyone elses show. Besides, you already are the star of your own.



    Being the main actor/ress in your very own show is hard work, and hey, no one said it'll be easy.
    anywho, im going to take a break now.
    toodle loo.

    check out, Daft Hands - Harder Better Faster Stronger.

    Toodles;

    yes, before i end my shit tonight, i want to wish a very happy 17th Birthday to Samantha Ho.
    Have a great one. (6th October 2007)


    Minyong, take bloody good care of yourself in Canada, dont get arse raped, and Keep in touch aite.
    I really miss that chinese freak show. :/

    -nicole-
         

Tuesday, 02 October 2007

  • ringringring,bananaphone-



    100 times;

    001. Real name:
    *nicole-danielle;

    002. Nickname:
    *naekole;

    003. Married:
    *to my heart, soul and no one else;

    004. Zodiac sign:
    *aquarius;

    005. Male or female:
    *ball-less ;)

    007. Highschool:
    *sri kdu;

    008. College:
    *pretty soon;

    010. Hair color:
    *dark brown;

    011. Long or short:
    *short hair;

    015. Are you a health freak:
    *hell no;

    016. Height:
    *probably 5'6;

    017. Do you have a crush on someone?:
    *sadly,yes;

    018. Do you like yourself:
    *no.

    019. Piercings:
    *i have a pair, planning to get more;

    021. Righty or lefty:
    *righty

    FIRSTS :

    022. First surgery:
    *never;

    023. First piercing:
    *form1, on the ears;

    024. First best friend:
    *a guy who lived near my house, danial;

    025. First award:
    *kindergarden's fastest runner;

    026. First sport you joined:
    *proper? probably football, or atheletics;

    027. First pet:
    *fishes, damn them;

    028. First vacation:
    *i think, fraser's hills;

    029. First concert:
    *michael jackson, yooow;

    030. First crush:
    *first crush?, my first ex;

    CURRENTLY:

    049. Eating:
    *air;

    050. Drinking:
    *air vapour;

    052. I'm about to:
    *do my math;

    053. Listening to:
    *misery business - paramore;

    YOUR FUTURE :

    058. Want kids:
    *definately, although, i hate kids;

    059. Want to get married:
    *yesh;

    060. Careers in mind:
    *advertising, music and hopefully, modelling;

    WHICH IS BETTER? :

    068. Lips or eyes:
    *eyes;

    069. Hugs or kisses:
    *hugs, but kisses, but hugs...;

    070. Shorter or taller:
    *tallerr!;

    072. Romantic or spontaneous:
    *spontaneous;

    073. Nice stomach or nice arms:
    *tummyyy;

    074. Sensitive or loud:
    *bottth;

    075. Hook-up or relationship:
    *definately relationship;

    077. Trouble maker or hesitant:
    *something that is inbetween;

    HAVE YOU EVER :

    078. Kissed a stranger?:
    *no;

    079. Drank bubbles:
    *hahaha, yes;

    080. Lost glasses/contacts:
    *shit, yes, in school;

    081. Ran away from home :
    *yaaarh;

    082. Liked someone younger:
    *currently, yes, and i feel stupid;

    083. Older:
    *course;

    084. Broken someone's heart :
    *yes, caused me to get stalked for awhile;

    085. Been arrested:
    *nopenopenope;

    086. Turned someone down:
    *ugh, sorta?;

    087. Cried when someone died:
    *yesh;

    088. Liked a friend:
    *friend yes, close friend, no;

    DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

    089. Yourself:
    *nopeee;

    090. Miracles:
    *nopeee;

    091. Love at first sight:
    *half-half;

    092. Heaven:
    *nopeee;

    093. Santa claus:
    *sometimes;

    094. Sex on the first date:
    *heck no;

    096. Angels:
    *no;

    ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

    097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?:
    *currently, yes but too worked up about things to actually do anything about it;

    098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?:
    *never;

    099. Do you believe in God?:
    *no;

    100. Post this as 100:
    *likely, no;



    its funny when you say, that this would never happen, it does;
    like, when i said, i would NEVER like someone younger than me, i actually do. Well, obviously I am not telling you who, because, honestly, I'm majorly too worked up to actually do anything about it. I'll just admire from afar, cause, thats the best i can do actually;

    I never really thought about this,
    this is a religious issue, so if i offend anyone, i am really sorry;
    After reading a poem, written by godknowswho, its about a writer, who seeks knowledge, truth, and the meaning of life.  He stated, that when we are young, it was the only time we got to enjoy, when we sought to school, we study, you finish school, its college/university, after that is work, and after that you are too old to shit, and finally you expire.
    He related out time life, to sunrise and sunsets, and night fall and afternoons, its really good, but at one part, it got me thinking.

    Bibles;
    are they for real?
    or are they a joke?
    people who have read the bible from the beginning of time, rewrite and rewrite and rewrite the bible, that we dont even know whether, the truth was manipulated to their own liking, and the real truth, was lost thousands of centuries ago, that it is never found again.
    Just WHAT if, the bible you read today, is nothing, but a lie?
    What if, everything that you believe in, is nothing but a twisted and manipulated lie?

    damn.


    its funny, isnt it?
    thank god i dont believe..
    but dont get me wrong, i do pray, recently;

    ...against my will....

    anywho;
    i just want to wish

    HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN DIANDRA! :)
    love you sooo much, hun <3


    Upcoming 17yearolds;

    Azree Majid<3

    Sharmeeeeeein <3

    yupyup;

    they're ALL getting OLDER :)


    anywho, back to maths, aite?
    ciao <3

    [-imfallingfora_____-]
    shit;

Monday, 01 October 2007

  • heythere die-ary

    hothotheat

    spin me inside outside;

    lalalie~

    whatever.
    Trial 2 have SO fucking started.

    HO-DANG.
    Have already done BM and History's Paper 1, tomorrow will be English and the end of History as well, so yeah.

    I just want to wish those sitting for PMR, lots of luck, and all the best.
    Especially Marie, my daughter, all the best sweetheart! :)

    i got a new friend, in form 4, his name is Luqman! :)
    Luqman is my new best friend, cause he's so happy, he has an enourmous smile, and he's super cool! I call him PINKIE <3 Yeay to new friends! :)

     

    anywho,
    SPM is in 41 days time!
    NOT deducting the 1 week of RAYA, 2 weeks of STUDY LEAVE, and 2 weeks of TRIAL EXAMS.
    Like whoopeedoodlefuck.

    dammit.

     

    i hate SPM.
    i wanna get it over withhh.

     

    HATE IS A STRONG WORD,
    BUT I REALLY REALLY REALLY DONT LIKE YOU,
    NOW THAT ITS OVER,
    I DONT KNOW EVEN KNOW WHAT I LIKED ABOUT YOU,
    BROUGHT YOU AROUND,
    AND YOU JUST BROUGHT ME DOWN,
    HATE IS A STRONG WORD,
    BUT I REALLY REALLY REALLY DONT LIKE YOU

     

    i got a date with spm.
    daymmmmmit.

     

    <3

     

    damien moore is cool, although sarcastic.
    luqman is awesome <3

     

    im way cooler

     

    [naekole]